climbing to the top

look at me
waiting to reach
reach the top
cause im climbing

look at how it works
you think
that just sitting around
gets something

me im not just sitting here
im here planning
plotting away
because my plan won't have holes
my plan need to be solid

when i reach to the top
ill look back on these days
pat myself on my back

ima be a star
not even
i just wanna be happy

successful to my own degree
comfortable in my own shoes

cause im climbing to the top
and ima make it
meet me there
or ill salute from the top

Pains me (darkness/light)

my heart hurts
my chest hurts
my head hurts

Pain coming from all over
trying to subdue it
trying to understand

i smile
i laugh
i jump for joy

then the hurt
it hits me
the longing
it pains me

nothing wrong
nothing right
curiosity kills the light

staying in darkness
trying to understand
when the light will be back
will it be from your eyes
or will it be from elsewhere?