Guess it's not my way

I guess im a perfectionist
challenging every aspect
wanting things my way
not taking no for an answer

Guess i never understand
how i plan and plan
and nothing comes to a finished result

guess i don't know how to be a friend
i;m so enveloped in my things
in problems
in life and accomplishments
rarely see the fun

guess i'm just meant to be
tha princess in the tower
wanting to escape
wanting to explore
but never being able to until she finds herself

or maybe i'm just meant to be alone
never understood
never loved
never listened to

i know my traits
i know my weaknesses
but that doesn't make me less
and if someone shall be there
around for me
don't we have to accept each other
flaws and all?

Hurt; How can that be?

how can it be

that after so much
you hurt me so
after some pain
you hurt me more

communicate
that sense of need
sense of wonder

I can't understand

why you don't
hear, listen, understand
the words i tell you
how much it hurts

to see you
to know
that no matter what i say
you're still not understanding
how can that be?

Doesn't fit on a page

So many thoughts
to be written on a page

so many questions
that can be asked in one day

those actions
with those thoughts
that manisfestation
of a want

that belief
unfair as it is
crazy as it sounds
builds those times

to be alive
to have thoughts
to have questions
one can't live without

because even if
it doesn't fit on a page
it fits in life

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the tumble and fall
the never ending circle
"To be or not to be..."
the climb you make everyday
the struggle it takes to make things complete

the rise and fall
the building and destruction
the love and hate

opposite attract
just as well as magnets
similarities encompass the mind
the heart grows fond of the new things

new life
new spirit
new goal
new challenge

parallel lives
crossing paths
"two roads diverge"
poets all the same

hidden message
hidden signs
all around us
all the time

to observe
or to ignore
to understand
or remain ignorant
to challenge
or be challenged

this paradox
within paradox
this wonder within wonder
"Why fix something that's not broken"
remain in happiness
search for more
destroy it never
or face the consequences

to fear the next step
to fear the past
is to shiver and crumble
in front of everything that lasts..

Let's go on an Adventure

Adventure
lets go explore
something new
something old
something unexpected
with the light upon us
with the time getting closer to its end
lets live
lets fail
lets win
lets learn
let us be who we desire to be
let us move on from the unnecessary things
lets build
lets create
lets destroy the distorted concepts
let us bring peace
let us bring joy
to live
live each day
An adventure
we all life
each day
because you do live and learn
you just can never forget where you started.