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Tuesday, September 18, 2012

How can I

How can i love you right?
  when all i think about is him
  when all our issues get in the way
  when my heart is going left while my head is going right
  when i feel ashamed of what i might do to your heart
  when no matter how i try i go back to the past
  when i can't tell you all the truth of me
  when i find some of your words stupid
  when i view things too different
  when you push me too much
  when i feel i have to fake being completely happy
  when no matter what they say i wanna stick by your side
  when no matter what i say my heart isn't completely on your side
  when i look for every flaw to be mad at
  when i try to find a way to hide my true feelings

How can i move on?
  when no matter how i try you just keep coming back
  when no matter how i push you just keep pulling back
  when you keep on coming back into my mind
  when you keep on sneaking into my life
  when i feel the same way as the first time
  when i wish every time were like the first time
  when i hope things could have been different
  when i wonder the many crazy possibilities

How can I?

Both have the blame

Point your finger towards me
put all the blame on me
trust me when i say
i don't completely blame you
It takes two to tango
cliche but true

Point your finger towards me
say what you think i did wrong
trust that i will tell you your faults
trust that i will try to fix mine

we both made mistakes
trying to figure this out
we both put up walls
shut each other out

didn't think it was time to let go
didn't think it was time to go on
didn't want to move so fast
didn't want to go so slow
just wanted to feel
without getting too involved
didn't take my chances
which i should have
so remember you don't have all the blame

we made our mistakes
we took little chances
wanted to go so slow
but wanted to go so fast
what were really trying to hide
why not just be honest instead

trying to figure out
where we went wrong
trying to put right
for our feelings sake
trying not to think
cause i put some blame on me
but i put some blame on you
Still i don't know what to do

I don't know what you're thinking
i don't know what you're feeling
i just know the facts that in front of my face
I don't know if you want to work this out
whatever this means to you

Circle (deserve that and more)

what has this world come to
where we wanna love
where we want to be loved
yet we don't hold on
to those who help us
we forget those who let us cry on their shoulder
we look for those who pushed us aside
we seek that comfort
that knowing feeling
that circle of your life
you keep those who treat you the same
you let go of those that treat you better
thinking you deserve less
when you deserve that and much more
staying in a circle that harms
a circle that keeps you down
harming yourself
every day more than the first time
If you have a problem fix it
Dont look for some one or something
that may bring that same problem back
cause you'll be in a vicious circle
and you'll never heal properly

Sunday, September 16, 2012

feelings Locked up

i wonder every day
why i think of you so much
wonder every day
how you got into my heart

So unexpected to see you
there locked up tight
behind bars
behind closed doors
as if hiding from the truth

A truth that doesn't want to be known
a truth that doesn't want to be seen
a truth that some day must come out
Cause all truth comes to light
a feeling that we can't ignore
a challenge arising from ashes
a climb that can be accomplished

Elevate me to normalcy
Take me from this horrible nightmare
just bring me to my truth
the world with just you and me

take me to another place
take to a place i've never seen
Feelings so deep you can't ignore
feelings that walk on their own


So unexpected to see you
there locked up so tight
behind bars
behind closed doors
as if hiding from the truth


Another problem to solve
another mission to accomplish
something that can't be ignored
we can't be ignored


A truth that doesn't want to be known
a truth that doesn't want to be seen
a truth that some day must come out
Cause all truth comes to light
a feeling that we can't ignore
a challenge arising from ashes
a climb that can be accomplished

Just hold on tight to my hand
I'll hold on to yours
go into that world we don't know
the world with just you and me

a challenge arising from ashes
a climb that can be accomplished
a monster that needs defeating
we just need you and me


A truth that doesn't want to be known
a truth that doesn't want to be seen
a truth that some day must come out
Cause all truth comes to light
a feeling that we can't ignore