he loves me, he loves me not

Wish i had a rose
every time i wonder

he loves me
he loves me not

does it really work
would i know the truth

he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me

Or is it just a game
to play with your emotions

He loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not

Do i believe your actions
or do i believe your words

he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me

Do i argue with you
until you admit the truth, nothing but the truth

he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not

Do i wait till you're ready
because you don't know how to say it

he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me

Do i ask around
do you even mention me to anyone

he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not

How many times do i have to say it
tell it to myself over and over

he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he love me

You may not realize what it means to me
but those words may be the answer to my question


he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
he love me
he loves me not

Maybe some day i'll know the truth
and until then I bid thee adieu

Walls around my heart

im in a tight spot
looking at the guy i love
looking at the guy im in love with
wondering who is right
wondering who should get a chance

thinking of giving up
letting both go
cause my chest cant take
these palpitations

My heart is coming out of my chest
trying to scream a name
but it knows that one may be better than the other
and crumbles back down
puts up more walls
tries to put 2 and 2 together

fights everyone
hate everything
cant see if nicer is better today
or true love prevails even though it may not be returned
but then he acts and everything becomes so confusing
it tumbles and falls
it bleeds more and more each time
cause it doesnt know what to do anymore
takes the challenge each day
tries to live day by day
but something keeps on happening to my heart
it runs back to you
it runs back to me
it runs away from everything fearing to be hurt

so i try to put these walls down
but i just cant break them
i think it may have to be you to break them
so break down these walls if you truly intend to care for it

I cant hurt me anymore

What do i do now?
My heart is screaming your name
My head tells me to stay
I cant hurt you
I cant hurt you
But i cant hurt me anymore

What happens now
that im crying every night
yearning your touch
yearning your love
yearning those words
But i cant hurt me anymore

How can you convince me
To stay in your arms
To stay with your love
That your feelings are true
That its not just sex you want
But I cant hurt me anymore

What do you want me to say
to those endearing terms
to that look of desire
to those texts that have an underlying message?
to that sweet kiss i cant forget
But i cant hurt me anymore

And if i hurt you it kills me
But if i hurt you it kills me even more
so i keep on hurting me
But i cant hurt me anymore

Dont i deserve to be happy
truly happy?
not just content
not just satisfied
but ecstatic
I cant hurt me anymore
so we all have to decide
I cant hurt me anymore
so we all have to be true
I cant keep hurting myself or i may just become a wreck...