climbing to the top

look at me
waiting to reach
reach the top
cause im climbing

look at how it works
you think
that just sitting around
gets something

me im not just sitting here
im here planning
plotting away
because my plan won't have holes
my plan need to be solid

when i reach to the top
ill look back on these days
pat myself on my back

ima be a star
not even
i just wanna be happy

successful to my own degree
comfortable in my own shoes

cause im climbing to the top
and ima make it
meet me there
or ill salute from the top

Pains me (darkness/light)

my heart hurts
my chest hurts
my head hurts

Pain coming from all over
trying to subdue it
trying to understand

i smile
i laugh
i jump for joy

then the hurt
it hits me
the longing
it pains me

nothing wrong
nothing right
curiosity kills the light

staying in darkness
trying to understand
when the light will be back
will it be from your eyes
or will it be from elsewhere?

Judge different struggles

How can I judge you

When my life
Hasn't been perfect
Has had mistakes
Has had joy and tears

How can I look down on you
When you have struggled
When you get through everyday
Just like I get through mine

We may make different choices
We may have different circumstances
So I can't say your character lacks
Because you did something I wouldn't

We are all very different
We all have our struggles

Two hearts

Heart in my hand
Waiting to be taken
Waiting to be treasured
Waiting to be stolen

Heart on your sleeve
Cant seem to find it
Hidden behind thick walls
That you won't let me break

Bodies intertwined
Words muffled
Feelings hidden
Whispers of truth

Two hearts that beat
Together as one
Two hearts that run
Together
in the opposite direction

Two people
Who can't seem
To work things out
Because you care enough
But want to live enough
You want to build
But you're too scared

North Pole
South Pole
We can meet halfway
Compromise
Someday

But until then
Until we meet again
Because we may be prepared
But not prepared enough