break free

Never thought things would lead to this
living in a world i cant understand
never thought i'd feel like this
staring towards one
but running to the other way

but i
can't imagine what led to this
wondering if i could have avoided this
and I
can't seem to shake this feeling off
no matter how hard i try
it pulls deeper and deeper in

trying to get some air
trying to breath in deep
but i can't seem to break free of this
chaotic scenario
trying to grasp on tight
trying to dream bigger
but i can't seem to let go of this
realistic nightmare

deeper and deeper i get pulled in
harder and harder it gets
that dream turned nightmare
pushing me to my limits
trying to shake this off but i cant

trying to get some air
trying to breath in deep
but i cant break free of this nightmare