Risk my sanity

What can i do
when it seems
you are unique

intent on getting attention
intent on having me speak

what if i judged
to hastily
trying to avoid surroundings
and attract more attention

what if i let it happen
risk my current sanity
for an adventure

will it be worth it
will i regret it
will i gain
will i lose

what can i do
if no matter what
it happens
no turning back
no regretting

hopefully it work
no pain, no gain
but i don't need pain
especially if caused by others