Holiday angel

another holiday
without you

loss isnt the same
as it once was
it hurt but not so much

come hold my hand
come walk with me

if you were here would you care for me

to care for you even as you're gone
to wish for you here
with those little arms

hand in hand
we could've ruled the world
hand in hand
we never would've lost

i smile up
the sky has an angel
i cry up
the sky took my angel

but for the holidays
i hold your hand
in spirit
in dreams
in life's everyday

for i have lost you once
but i am stronger for it
i have suffered once
but i live longer everyday

my heart aches
my eyes cry
but your light shines through
and makes me stronger for what's next.

Breathe life back in

hearts break into two
souls ripping apart
never understood
what awaits in the dark

better to have lost
than to have suffered
better to have lived
than to have lost precious moments

time passes by
never giving the chance
time flashes by
the past never happened

the pain
the sadness
the irony of a situation

to understand the loss
to understand the gain
to value whats around
to cherish what you had

to love someone lost
to hold high above the light
to give them power over your life

intent to live for the better
for sake of them
intent of being better
for sake of sanity

to fight and fight
one self
to overcome tragedy
to overcome obstacles

to sit and let go
let pain inhale
let happiness exhale
breathe life back in
to those dark filled places

never to know
never to understand
why it must be the way it is

keep moving forward
into the darkness
because with discovery
comes light

two souls meet

I take a breath
and break away
does my soul
break away

while i take a breath
meet my mate
while i take a breath
celebrate

take me on the right path
take me on a different journey

is it possible
to fall in love
just by the soul
just with the spirit

a nights escape
not physical
not memorable

two souls that meet
past life's wall
past the living time
hidden from the judging eye

do you know before
before your physical mind
does your soul prepare
from that day that is to come

the day your faces meet
the day your personalities intertwine
the day you break barriers
and become one

does your soul wait
until that desired date
that moment of truth

when our souls meet
will they greet from deep within
will they greet during the night
out of mind
out of sight

two souls meet
before our time
or after our time...

Another year

two oooh
two decades
more life

challenge each day
smile at success
cry tears of pain

cant fall down
permanently.
Must get back up

time flies
pass me by
pick up
where we left off
must go on

live and learn
a blessing in disguise
thank you
for another year

more learning
more living
more tears
more smiles

all part of another year to come