Despair of a Desire; Passion

*inspired at 4am*

Silence

my silence is broken

by tears of despair

by tears of yearning

the fever to feel

feel that soft caress

feel those lips upon me

feel the passion wrap around

both letting go

a whisper of a kiss

on my neck

from you

send flames

down my spine

kills my silence

turns into a plead

for more and more

passion wrapping around

both letting go

A smile from your lips

as i lean close

closer to your skin

to feel those lips i cant resist

passion wrapping around

both letting go

A change of tone

a slower pace

enjoy moment by moment

calming yearning within

yet starting a flame throughout

passion wrapping around

both letting go

hunger from within

devour one another

peace enters from within

caring touches are required

passion wrapping around

both letting go

a simple gesture

a simple graze of the lips

an instant connection

passion wrapping around

both letting go

breaths held in

patience trying to be kept

passion wrapping around

both letting go

An attraction you couldnt resist

passion wrapping around

both letting go

An understanding between the two

Passion wrapping around

both letting go

silence fills the air

passion wrapping around

both letting go

My silence is broken

passion wrapping around

both letting go

to fall down gently

coming back to this world

the despair of a desire

feeling a simple caress

a simple graze of the lips

wishing it never goes away

Passion wrapping around

both letting go

Wondering

if you can get that feeling

once more.

love you Vs. in love with you

we all look for love
puppy love
that make you feel good love
think so much about them you cant breath love
then somewhere
along tour path of love
you realize this wasnt what you were seeking

That kind of love
that brings chills
that makes everyone around smile
baby all you found was puppy love
the ability to love
love something/someone that isnt you
the ability to wish for the best for someone
cause if you wish them bad
you never loved
the ability to be kind
the ability to be loyal
doesnt mean this person is
the one of your life
that true love we all seek
it might just be puppy love

Point out the difference.
Do you love him/her?
Are you In love with him/her?
cause i could say
I love him
his smile, his personality
but i cant tell you im in love
that i would give the world for this one person to be happy
see an entire future with this one person
To be in love
isnt to be with that person
its to wish then happiness
with or without you
and if its returned
its to make the best
the best out of the worst
the best out of the good
maybe even procreate

Bring something made of love
a child to be nurtured
a child to be molded
a child to be loved
a family in unison
to bring back what love was about.

Back in the day
they couldnt marry for love
it was an arrangement
now people take it for granted
just a temporary engagement

But dont you want to be
like that adorable couple
that old couple you know married
For love
and lived for love
and died for love
not just the fairytale story
the wish of love
the yearning of love

we all want to be loved
but dont rush
let time take its course
true love will flourish
puppy love will fade

Arent we tired of
broken homes?
lonely mothers?
traumatized children?
young boys not having a real man to follow and learn from?
young girls having to grow up so fast?

If we sit
and paid attention
it all goes back to our ability
to love
show love to others
make others feel loved
create a loving environment for ourselves

Cause if you cant love you
For you
plain and simple
no one will be capable
of loving you
cause you wont let them in.

So lets all go back
to finding that long time goal
that true love
leave puppy love behind
cause before you realize
it'll leave you behind
wondering
was it ever love
and it was, the fleeting kind

Cause as you seek for the lasting
you must learn what is temporary
it doesnt matter
how many times you fall,
it matters how many times you get back up
and learn

Maybe then
you'll let yourself be vulnerable
and fall into
the arms of the person of your dreams
then they'll help you back up
and face each day
with you
by their side.

what if (3/30/12)

never thought
this would happen
sitting here
staring at a wall

never thought
this would be a pain
sitting here
wondering what if

what if i fall
what if i fail
what if
i never get to see that light
thats shinning in your eyes
what if you leave
what if you see
see that im not meant for you
that im not right for you
what if we fall

why would i think
think that you would
take me in
and love me
the way that i dreamed of
the way ive never been

why did i believe
that everything would work
even after so long
even though we went so fast
i had to hit pause
and wonder what if

what if i fall
what if i fail
what if
i never get to see that light
thats shinning in your eyes
what if you leave
what if you see
see that im not meant for you
that im not right for you
what if we fall

If i
keep wondering
what if
i'll end up going
crazy and alone
keep wondering
what if
take a chance and make it happen

What if i fall
what if i fail
gotta leave the fear behind
leave it in the past
from now on
What if you leave
what if you see
that im not right for you
what if we fall
what if, what if
we had never met

what is love

love
a word that is said to mean so much
that can mean so little
if not shown the right way

is love a simple act of kindness
is love giving more than what you receive
is love taking the chance of being hurt again
is love being patient
waiting for what u desire
knowing its not the right time for them
but that there is something there
is love power
power over someones life
to pull them along
make them suffer
make them smile
make them wish love wasnt that way
is love power
the knowledge that someone will be there
there for you unconditionally
is love a prayer
something you hope for
what you have faith in
but never really feel
is love a cry of despair
when you need something
when you need someone
you're seeking for it
is love passion
the need to express yourself
the need to feel someone
to be hugged
to be kissed
to have sex
is love an excuse
to get everything you want
to cry for something without value
to yearn something you cant have
to fight even when you're wrong
to take a chance you would have never taken

what is love
do we really know when we have it
when we see it
or are we all blinded by the illusion
and let it escape from in front of us
what is love