Unfaithful remorse

Feel so Unfaithful

can't smile anymore

its become too hard

Can't cry anymore

refuse to be weak

Can't speak on the subject

Dont flirt with anyone purposely

But my heart doesn't belong here

My heart feels distant

Cold to the touch

As if someone froze it

To melt it when they're ready

Some where 

where no one else could find it

They froze it and hid it

Trying to keep it to themselves

Or do i just refuse to take it out

Holding it over the fire 

but it just won't melt

won't melt for the person

the person i would want it to

But it melts to the person

deep down i want it to

But my remorse is killing me

My conscience is screaming at me

let it go

let it melt

let the pain go away

make it easier

take a breath

let go of what you can't have

And so i'm emotionally unfaithful

Since my heart lies in one place

while my body lies in another

my mind wants to be secure of all feelings

but my heart doesn't mind taking the risk

But i'm too weak

Too full of pride

Trying to be strong

Can't fool myself

But maybe i can fool you

and the rest of the world

Cause in all honesty

I'm mostly being Unfaithful

to myself...